I wanna be happy about this. I really do, but I still feel like he's leaving himself an out.
I guess I can't bitch about that. I think about leaving whatever fucked up relationship we have going on,
every single day. But I have my reasons. I would give anything to go back to the way we were, but I will
ALWAYS think he's going to leave. And that's just unbearable.
But every second I'm with him, I'm the happiest girl alive and he is worth every single second of pain.
Because, I love him.