Wake Up & Find.

YOU BELONG WITH ME

The idea of you gives me butterflies ♥

I AM IN LOVE

This dress it hot. ♥

ROFLLL

Sorry, it made me laugh .. Thought I'd share it with you :)

Pinkyswear.

I LOVE NAZMUS

He's my bestfriend.
& that's why we're going formal together.
xo

Waiting for you.

This is my motivation.

Because I believe it's possible for something terrible to turn into something
b e a u t i f u l

EACH DAY IS A GIFT AND NOT A GIVEN RIGHT

Oi Prince Charming;

I felt so open, and exposed. You took advantage of that.
You've had your fun, go away now; kiddo

CutieCakes;]

Dear Jenny.

I love you a lot and I was reading my older blogs and the one about the people I love is there, and you're not .. this isn't acceptable, because you are one of the people who I love the most, so I decided that I will keep my promise and devote a whole entire blog to you.

I have started, and have done a fair bit but it's a bit out dated, so I'll probably have to start again. Love you kiddo xo

Coming to the end.

3.	Finished
	Meaning: It's over and done with. Whether it's a relationship or a book coming to an end. No longer necessary. I thought he was so hot yesterday. Today...He's so finished. This is pretty much exactly my feelings right now. Before I said something about not falling over so far .. I guess that'd be a lie now. I fell. Actually I took one massive leap and went tumbling to the floor. But tbh; I don't have any broken bones. It kinda just knocked my head round a lil' bit so I could see properly. I'm happier now :) Not in the 'fun' sense, but in the 'reality' sense of things. Who cares about him anymore. He's so finished. =P // FORSTER ♥ How fun :) I loved it. You can't really be bored with Laura. IN THE BOAT :0 I like this one (H) Damn you're cool Tori Look at all that water (L) Yeah, that's right. I STOOD UP :D Bath anyone? Bubbles are cool (H) I love this lake. Its so peaceful. And pretty ♥ Bestfriends (L) I didn't fall =P She's my favourite ;) He's pretty cool (H) That's love ♥ Then it rained .. //

"I desire you."

"I desire you."

Every time his name comes up, my head spins.
Every time I see him, my heart jumps.
I don't love him. Just some insane crush I guess.
I'm 87% sure he knows it too.
He always seems to give me all of his attention,
just as I don't care that I'm not getting it anymore.
That's happened too many times to be a coincidence.
Its almost like routine now.
A routine I'm not looking to break.


These crazy games, I can't say I don't like them.
Because I sure as hell do. Especially when I'm with him all night ;) haha.
Don't you worry. One day, he'll be brave enough.
One day, I'll stop having that almost nervous feeling in my tumick when he's around.
I'll get what I want. Baby steps. I haven't fallen over so far.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - x




Then there's you. ♥

You''ll be here. Always. I trust you a crazy amount. With no regret.
& even though you've most certainly let me down before;
Time & time again. I still do.
I have no fear of getting hurt; because you have the fear of hurting me.
You don't know if that's a good thing or a bad one.
Well I guess it's both. It makes me always feel that we're connected, no matter we've done.
& when I feel what I could for you, it just intensifies it.
But then, that safeness I feel, almost pushes me away. Making me test the boundaries,
if there are any. I haven't come across one yet.
You let me go exploring, not knowing that I want you the most when you've almost given up on us.
But you never would. We both know that. I don't care what people say.
They don't know you. They don't know me.
;
They don't know us.